In honour of
World Breastfeeding Week, I thought I'd write about one of my greatest accomplishments, which is having been able to exclusively breastfeed the twins.
My breastfeeding experience with Maeve was an easy one. She latched, nursed, gained weight, grew well according to the charts, and self-weaned at 14 months. I didn't spend a minute worrying about nursing her as it came easy to both of us. We didn't struggle with yeast, blocked ducts or nipple confusion. Because of this experience, I didn't once think I'd have any problems nursing Maren and Beckett. And, while I'd read up on nursing twins, I should have read more.
The twins were born at 35 weeks. Both latched well, but after about a week it was clear they weren't getting enough milk as they weren't gaining weight. This isn't unusual for premature babies, as they tend to suck more weakly than a full-term baby, and sometimes have trouble staying awake long enough for a feed. As a result, my supply wasn't where it should be either. So, when they were 10 days old I went on Domperidone to increase my supply.
All was going well until Beckett was hospitalized with an
RSV infection. Because he was too sick and tired to nurse, he was fed through an NG tube, and then received bottles of
EBM until well enough to nurse for most of his feeds. As a result of this, he developed a strong bottle preference that we struggle with to this day. And, on top of all of this, he developed reflux around 8 weeks, making it painful for him to eat from either the breast or the bottle.
Now, at 5 months, the reflux is under control, the bottle preference is weakening and we seem to be doing ok. He's still on the small side, and isn't gaining at the rate his sister is, but he's healthy. And breastfed. I can't tell you the number of times I considered giving up and strictly pumping, or even going to formula. It's incredibly frustrating to try and nurse a baby who wants nothing to do with you, or worse, is in pain. I shed many a tear over this breastfeeding relationship, but am so proud that we've kept going.
I haven't said much about Maren because, well, there isn't much to say! She's just like her big sister and has nursed well from day 1. She loves to nurse, and is thriving.
And just because I think we need more pictures of women breastfeeding, here's one that was taken when the twins were 6 weeks old.